In Love With Mr.Dimple #12

#12  I Love You, Kim Soo Il

After Jungsoo sent them home earlier, Soo Il had a long talk with Ha Nee till she forgot about Jungsoo’s present. She fell asleep after the long talk. She just remembers about the present when she saw the paperbag beside her bed after she woke up. She decides to take a bath and refresh herself first before take a look at the present. Drying her hair half an hour later, she takes the paperbag with her free hand and put it on her bed. Ha Nee is already sleeping soundly. Done with her hair, she sat on her bed.

Soo Il’s POV

What is actually in this box? Those two brothers act quite suspicious early. I tear the wrapping carefully, still thinking of what the present might be. Done with the wrapping, I slowly open the box, scared that something might jump out. But, wow, I’m surprised with what I found inside. It’s a blue MP3 player and a baby blue headphone. The headphone was customized decorated. It is so pretty. There’s even my name formed with fake diamonds in the middle. And next to it, a bit apart, is an abbreviation, JS-SI. JS-SI? Jungsoo-Soo Il? Haha..you even put your name too? Kyupta. Taking the MP3 out, I realize there’s a letter at the bottom of the box.

How is the headphone? You like it right?

Yes, I like it. Thank you.

Even if you don’t like it, don’t throw it. Just return it back to me. Keke.

I’ll never return it to you no matter what.

I bought you a new MP3 player. You have been using the same one since two years ago. You can’t even see the symbols on the buttons anymore.

Two years? It’s three years and half actually. Wait..two years? So random.

Anyway, Soo Il-ah, the MP3 and the headphone is not your actual birthday present.

Happy Birthday, Kim Soo Il. Enjoy listening. Hope you’ll like it.

If this is not, then what is is? Funny Jungsoo. Obviously this two are. It even got my name on it.

But then, the few last sentences in his letter come back to mind. Enjoy listening? Did he put something in the MP3?

I put on the headphone and hit the play button on the MP3 player. I hear nothing. I’m thinking too much. I was going to pull off the headphone when I suddenly hear a familiar voice, singing, accompanied by the piano.

You’re so dazzling

My heart is thumping

You’re the only one for me and always be number 1

that I love you

Come little bit closer to me

I want to tightly hold your hands

This song is only for you

I love you forever

I need your love, love, love~

I promise you for only looking at your eyes

Stand by your side for protecting and loving you with all my heart

Baby, I need your love, love, love~

Just one love from you is enough for me

Even if I must lose everything

I will never let you go

You are my everything, my love~

I only see you

I keep thinking about you

That never fails to make me smile

You’re my everything, my heart~

You’ve captured me

You’re even more gorgeous than angel, I will only love you

I was secretly laughing at myself

I can’t believe how deep I’ve falling for you

You got into my mind with that charm my boo.

Now I’m like a fool that has fallen in love

My everything now, it’s you

I’ve falling love with you

Look at me and I promise you

That I’ll never let you go

Even if the world ends, I’ll love you like a timeless clock that never ends.

The song..what did he mean? Did he…

‘Soo Il-ah, saengil chukahae.’

There’s a pause before he add,

‘Erm..did you listen the song well? That is a song I wrote while thinking of you, thinking of us. In two weeks, it will be exactly two years since we met for the first time. You might be confuses right now but yes, it has been two years. It might be just a mere few months for you but it has been two years for me. As Kyu said, a long two years. So I’ve decide to tell you what I really feel. That is why I wrote the song.

I know. You don’t remember anything at all about our first meeting right? Honestly, I don’t even think you realize my existent. But, don’t feel guilty. I don’t really care about that, what more important is the fact that you are by my side now. So please, even if you are not going to accept my heart, don’t ever stay away from me. Let’s keep being friends. But of course, I’m hoping for a good answer from you. Don’t feel pressure though. Take your time to  think about it. I love you, Kim Soo Il.’

Yes. He’s right. I’m confuses. Too confused. The moment I didn’t here Jungsoo’s voice anymore, I hit the play button once again. Now that I know the meaning behind the song, I try to listen to the song carefully, word by word.

I was stunt on my bed. Trying to adopt what I’ve heard. I didn’t even realizes the tears that fall down my cheek. I was touched by the lyric. So he had knew me since years before? Then when we met at the library for the first time, he already knew me? Things that he said to me when we met again few times later come back into my mind.

“But I know you, Soo Il-shi. We’ve met before.”

“That sounds like you.”

“Here, your drink. You like this one right?”

“You’ve never changed, Kim Soo Il.”

And the incident where I bump into Kyuhyun. Kyu KNEW me. That makes sense. That time, he said it’s impossible for me to remember him. So, I’ve met him too? How did these two guys know me? Wait, he also did say something about bumping into people. Did I bump into one of them two years ago? But, how did they remember me just because I bump into one of them? Jungsoo said it’s been two years.

Oh my.

“Make sure you don’t bump into other people. Hyung might get all furious about that.”

Why didn’t I think about this? The only hyung he got is Park Jungsoo. Jungsoo? Did he is the one that Kyuhyun mention that time? I am too confuses right now. Should I ask Jungsoo? NO. It might get awkward. Should I ask Kyuhyun then? Haish..what is going on here?